Amesie arrives in my state in two days! I absolutely cannot wait until I see her again, I’ll get massive cuddles omg


*runs around and screams in excitement*

It’s our two year anniversary today :3 


My flowers look beautiful in the morning. Two weeks and they still look great!

These are the flowers Ames sent me on Valentine’s day. I realized I didn’t post a photo of them here. I love them <3 -Rae

Just love how our blog’s url is a bit outdated now, because they were a mix of our personal blog’s urls, but we’ve both since changed ours. 

We’ll keep this one the same, though. 

And if you’re reading this, please go donate to my fund through our donate link or reblog this post. It would mean a lot! <3


So Excited! 

Just a little update for the so few of you that follow our blog. 

Ames and I had quite the discussion last night about her visit here. We were originally wanting her to visit me here late April- end of May, but she’s not getting money as quickly as she hoped. So we’re pushing her visit to the end of May, and she’s going to stay here until the beginning of July. Because at the beginning of July is RTX (The Rooster Teeth Convention) and we’re making serious plans to go! I’m so excited to be able to go at all, and I get to go with the love of my life, and meet some of our idols together. It’ll be our first big trip together, and I’m very excited to plan it. 

On the Visa front — I was planning on lodging it in June, but turns out there’s a minor detail in when I can lodge it. I had originally thought the ‘must apply a year after relationship starts’ meant the relationship as a whole, and not from when the De Facto period starts! (IE the day we met in person.) We met the First of August last year, so I can’t lodge it until after then this year. It’s sucks that we’re well on our way to two years together, but in the eyes of a De Facto standpoint, we’re only six months. However, time can only move forward for us. And I’m still keeping the donate link up, because I still need a whole bunch of funds for everything, it’ll just be up longer! 

I’m just feeling so good about life and seizing the opportunities I can, especially when we’re doing something together that’s so important to us. 

Love you all! 

Help a loving couple close the distance!  

Hey guys! 

I’ve seen what tumblr can do and has done for others in need financially. Whether it’s been for a surgery or a rent payment, tumblr has pulled through for them. 

Thus I’ve decided to enlist tumblr’s help for my financial needs. 

I have been in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend for almost two years. After visiting her last year, I realized that Australia is where I’m meant to be, and where I want to live the rest of my life. The distance really gets at us, and while she’ll be visiting me here soon, we’re meant to be together in her home country. 

This isn’t just about uniting a couple for good, it’s putting me in a place where I feel truly happy, and where I have found I belong. When I was visiting last year, I found that I was able to truly be myself, without any restraints in doing so. I haven’t been able to do that at all where I live now, and quite frankly it eats at me and I haven’t been happy here in a long while. I’m just getting by and I’m desperate to change that and live my dream and enrich my life. My heart is there, and I need to follow it. 

My goal is to lodge my visa by June to get it approved by November. I suspect I’ll need at least two jobs already to pay off my tuition this year so I can move debt free. The visa will cost about $3500 itself, excluding the little things I’m required to do for the application, and the costs of moving. Any help I can get will be INCREDIBLY beneficial. I could do this all by myself, but I know I’ll be stressed trying to do everything else as well. I’d highly appreciate any help tumblr can give me. Whether it’s a couple spare dollars or a reblog to help get the word out, anything will help. Just know that anything you can do for me won’t go unnoticed. 

If you guys would like to donate, click the link and click the donate button on the left side of the blog!

I thank you guys so much in advance!


I know we don’t post here often, but I thought I’d give you guys an update. 

Three and a half months of being apart again, and Amesie and I are still going strong! It was tough adjusting to the distance again, but our love is incredibly strong. We’re hoping she’ll visit me by the end of April for a few weeks, so she can see where I grew up and meet my family and friends. 

But the bigger plan is that I’m going to move there, hopefully by the end of this year or early next year. 

I hope to lodge my visa application in June, and get it approved in November/December. While waiting for that to be approved, I’ll work on earning enough money to get planes tickets and such. 

All of this will cost a lot of money, plus I want to pay off tuition from the school I graduated from last year. So I’m going to set up a donate button if you feel generous enough to help two girls in love close the distance!

Of course, if you don’t feel like donating for nothing, I’m willing to proofread/edit essays or stories for a small donation. I want all the practice I can get so I can be a book editor later in life. My biggest dream right now however, is moving to Australia to be with my girl and to live in the place I really belong.

Hope you all are doing well! 






things I want to do with u

  • spoon
  • make grilled cheese
  • watch dumb movies
  • make a blanket fort
  • maybe kiss or something
  • take selfies
  • hold hands
  • dance to cute music
  • go for walks outside